Thursday, October 27, 2011

My BFF.

This girl is one person I never thought I would be best friends with. I've confided in her and trusted her with more things than I could shake a stick at & she has never betrayed me. I know no matter what she will never judge me. Its people like her that the world needs more of. Genuine, Honest, Compassionate, Good Hearted & All Around Beautiful. She has stuck by me through my pregnancy and being a young mom, crappy boyfriends and drunken nights, family problems and my everyday struggles. I don't know too many people (our age) who would come over at 7am and watch someone else's newborn so the mom can get some sleep. [yes, she's done it for me] She's always there to give me a shoulder to cry on, sometimes tells me things I don't want to hear but is what I need to hear & will always tell me to get up, dust my knees offs and reassure me that things will be ok. I have no idea what kind of person I would be, or how my life would be if we would of never had Coach Estabrook/Higginbotham. I thank God everyday for putting such an amazing person in my life. :]


Love & Other Drugs

Three years ago I never saw my life the way it is today. I've been blessed with the most perfect little boy, an amazing family & some of the best of friends. Although I seem happy on the outside, inside I feel like i'm falling apart. I had a plan for myself... married by 23, kids by 25 & finish college and start my journey. Don't get me wrong, my little boy is my everything! I don't regret him or my ex one bit! I just am dissappointed in myself for staying so long and losing the person that I used to be. I've never been so degrated, so abused, so hurt in my life! I turned on my family, my friends and got so wrapped up in someone that never deserved me. I know God has a plan for everything and he would never put me through something I can't handle but geez it's really getting to me. I started this blog to try and get my feelings out instead of talking to someone. I could always write better than I could talk. :) I'm sure there will be more to come.

Can't Judge A Book By It's Cover

These 3 people are my entire world.
Ayden, Pop & Memaw.

My ride or die.

an obsession [:

image
a necessity

the fam[ily<3]

Favorite Show :)

gets me through